God why? Why must you torture me so? Why will you not let me die?! You torture me with a moment of happiness, to make me think that all is well, but then you turn that happiness into the greatest depression. Maybe it is not your fault, maybe it’s just humanity and its fickle ways, each man two faced and bounded with lies. Or perhaps it is me?
Why am I plagued with living in a world in which I do not belong?! Tell me, where is my angel, my savor? WHERE?! I wish I could rip out my soul! I wish this pain and sorrow would finally be at rest. However, I know this is my punishment, for a crime that is unknown to me. I hate this world, but mostly I hate me. So I must live in this world of darkness for all eternity.
