June 9, 2005
Yeah that's true, at least I'm not horribly bored. Kaz is actually giving me more attention than Josh does. Which I'm glad he is LOL. So today, I went to the mall with my mom and my cousin Jenny and my grandparents and had lunch and then walked around for a little bit, then my cousin had to go to work so I took her there and came home. Played with Kaz for a little while then he had to go to a band concert for school and was gone forever, which sucked but he's back now so I'm glad. The chat kind of sucks today since not many people are on. Josh told me he is having his party so that's good. Talked to Genelly. She says Josh smells. I thought that was kinda funny. He doesn't, I would know if he did. But people always have bad stuff to say about him. Makes me less than enthusiastic to be with him. Uuuuuuuuuuuuugggggghhhh I want Kaz. crying At least things are going better between me and him, so, who knows... Well Jon said last night he is getting rid of AOL. Wierd, because I had had a thought, earlier that night, about him getting rid of AOL. Like, I knew it was going to happen. Luckily he'll still have AIM. But also he can't get on so much during the day. So he gets on real late at night which sucks because I was trying to start going to sleep at a time closer to normal, if I do that, I won't get to talk to him very much. It's unlikely to happen though, with my horrible sleep problems.
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