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We had PASTOR for a sub FIRST THING today crying She is awful. Honestly! I wasn't happy with her...or her pastel-rainbow poncho stare I did bring the roll, though ^_^ I love bringing the roll! I almost always bring it for PE, and often for choir. But today, it was nice to walk down the hall during first hour and just breathe ^^ And offer silent prayers of thanksgiving that I rotated out of religion today stare Dear God gonk Every year, I look at that little handout and think "hey, 5th grade...physical abuse" crying And Rachel sits 3 desks behind me. Ah, it's a wonder I haven't broken down into tears yet...she's the hardest person in the ENTIRE school for me to be in the same room! She is indirectly responsible for a LOT of stuff that's happened during my DHS days. But I'm not terribly mad at her for it ^_^ I can't say I don't get a little upset sometimes, though. I don't like her stare
Civics was fun fun ^_^ Fihlman was being filmed ^_^ It was really funny! I was severely overheated from hockey, so I was walking around w/o a sweater on until choir started. Then I had my pretty red cardigan ^_^
Oh, lol, I just glanced at my title again. God really does seem to dislike me, right now stare It's like every single thing for the last...oh... 6 months has been a huge set-up for everything to crash and burn and make me depressed sad Best thing that's happened is my good grades, but that's so terribly off-set by everything else this past week confused Everything seems to suck in a big way. And tomorrow, 1st thing, I'll be in religion. Dangnabit! I need to be happy happy happy for open house!!!! I'm gonna get all depressed in first period. That's not cool sad
I hate it when I realize stuff's all my fault. But so very often, it is. Losing my carpool, that's definitely my fault. It's a person's natural instinct to blame the bad stuff on other people, but...it's me, and when it's me, it's always the worst possible mess! I don't let myself think about this very much, but it's so very true. I'm amazing when it comes to messing stuff up. Once again... *sigh* At least I've gotten more used to being alone.
Everyone was all bundled up today! ^_^ It was super-cute ^_^ 4laugh I was quite comfortable in the nice crisp cold. My sweater was actually unbearable for part of the day!
~nepie
 nepie · Thu Oct 25, 2007 @ 12:50am · 0 Comments |
