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I talked to grandma today.
she said that she wished for me to be there....back in that place.
I tried expplaining to her that I can't go back (aside from the reason that I would ...be...killed),I wouldn't be able to get used to that life,not again atleast.
I think she got sad....'cause she knows I don't care about going back,'cause she knows that I'm different from my other family members.
she'll get over it.....she wants me to be happy but I think she wants to relive the days when I wasn't so worried about things,I don't think anyone understands how different I am from them.
the oldest still remembers and so does the other one....I don't.....I do,but the memories I hold....aren't.....something that anyone would want.....5 in total and they think that I could care *sigh*......they don't understand.
 yamiruri · Thu Jun 09, 2005 @ 10:28pm · 0 Comments |
