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mood: messed up so badly - stressed
listening to: [local band] my Chicosci album
[is planning to be] reading: The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger

Ah, today was very... unwanted. We got pissed a lot today. Sad to say, it's my youngest brother's birthday. Not that I hate that fact, but we still got pissed a lot today.

Oh no. I was pissed since yesterday, Thursday. Yes, I was. It was tiring. I was pissed on Monday, but not too long. Going back to Thursday, I worried about our Filipino [national language in my country] test. We had a Math quiz, English even. Luckily, our Social Studies test today was moved.

We were supposed to have our Filipino orals today. See, we had to memorize this poem by our national hero which he wrote when he was eight. I wasn't today, fortunately. I don't feel ready.

What else happened today? Ah yes. We went out to eat dinner. Oh, but I wanted to go home. I didn't have a choice. It was my brother's birthday. So we drove to this hotel in the city. How horrible the traffic was. Very. I got pissed.

We ate. My mother didn't want us to eat fast. It was a buffet. Eat all you could and pay the same price. I still wanted to go home. One thing I noticed, she took a while to eat her dessert. Not that I blame her, but it made me want to go home even more. I was so bored playing the games in my cellphone.

I was so proud. I felt like killing myself. I had this necklace. Silver chains. It had Gaara's gourd of sand in it. I pressed it a little againts my neck. I thought I was stupid. But hey, I was itching to use to computer after a week of not being able to. I thought, Why can't we stay here in the hotel? It's so much better knowing I won't be using the computer when I can't.

Here I am, though, using it. It's also a lot better being patient. Still. Today was very... I got pissed. A lot.

I'm calm, now. I shall go and earn more gold. I need it.

See you all.