I;ve been away from Aber 1 day and already i miss him... well it's nto so much that i've been away form aber more as i've been away from Kirk and i miss him...
i had a horrible dream last night that we broke up... it broke my heart in my dream it broke my heart when i woke up and that lingering feeling of all aloneness was still there.
it sounds so dam soppy but i love him so much, i hate being away form him, i hate not sleeping next to him at night i hate not being around him... i can handle it for a day or so knowing i'll see him the next day or see him later... but knowing i'm not going to see him for a few days kills me... i don't know how i'm going to cope with three weeks when he goes back home again!!!
three weeks! god no sad
right can i rable on about anything more? no don't think so i'm drawing again and colouring int he drawings this time, i'm playing around with my paint's it's fun smile ...
oh yes tomorrow i have to go and get a job meh i was starting to enjoy having free time but the sooner i do it the bette ror i won't get one at all and i NEED the work x.x;;
right enough writing more somthing not too sure what
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