oh my~
i'm really at a state of confusion. where did my love go?
i gave up on him last week yet i feel myself drawn to him even more.
we keep on bumping into each other yet we never say a word to each other.
they said it was pointless to carry this torch. i guess it is.
and that is because i don't know him well enough and neither does he know me nor my name.... sighs.
and what about his gf? oh, that makes my heart break even more.
hmm...
today, i feel rather weird. i went to sit with my so called enemies during art. yet i find them okay? maybe it is because i am still naive and innocent, willing to believe in them. is it wrong?
however i have this feeling that they won't hurt me as in really hurt me anymore. they know me better and i've known them better so... *shrugs*
it was weird today too. ah chun was behaving weirdly towards me.
hmmm. he's getting weirder.
i had to unlock the door for him but he didn't have to help me by standing there after that.
and he held on to the knob for me. is he being kind or what?
and then that stupid guy watched me and even after i brushed his hand off the knob, he still stood there waiting.
then again, we had to pass the tables and it was enough space for one person to pass, so i let him pass first. even then, he wanted to let me pass.
and after i insisted he go first, he smiled.
weirdo.
D:
sighs. why does ah chun have to look like my crush?
