Ohhh, nooo~ *cries*
I broke my special necklace! D: I'm so depressed, seriously. I love that necklace so much! It's gold and it's very, very delicate. My dad gave it to me and I cherish that necklace. I like to think that it's a father/daughter thing between me and my dad.. but who knows? I still love him for it. Back when we lived in the USA, I remember having a necklace which is similar to this one. Thin, gold, delicate with a fake diamond that actually looks like a real one. ^^ That one snapped a while after we went back to Malaysia and that actually upsetted me. T.T
It was a while until my dad bought a new one for me - this one which just snapped. >< The quality of the gold for this one is better than the last and again, I cherished it. I never took it off because even if I put it underwater for hours, the colour won't fade out. So it's safe around my neck. I feel restless when I need to take it off (when I do physical education or something) and when in trouble or when I'm worried, I always hold the stone. I really love that necklace.
But today, it snapped. And thank heavens it happened at home and not at school - I would have cried if I lose that necklace. ;; I was restless at home when I found out and I waited for my dad to come home. It seems like ages before he walked through that door. I snuggled beside him and showed him the break and he said that the only way to repair it is to take it to a professional like my mom said - but that professional is all the way in Malaysia and I can't see myself going back to that country in a year at least..
I'm upset. >< Really upset. Mom suggested that I buy a new one but my voice went rather high when I said I didn't want to. D: I don't want to replace that necklace. It's my dad's present to me. If someone else give me a necklace, I'll gladly wear it and cherish it still, but that necklace holds its meaning. I have it safe in my jewellery box, but I'd feel a lot better if I'm wearing it. *sighs* Ah well. I'll keep it safe. In the meantime, I'll cope without it, but reeeeaally.. I feel restless without it.
Mai-chan.
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