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This is just wonderful... thanks to the damn eye surgery I can rarely go on the computer because my mom thinks im going to go blind. She thinks that my retina is goign to detach again... for one thing the critical time was after the surgery where it takes 48 hours for the glue attaching my retina to the rest of the eye to set. The first day after the operation I ahd to stay in bed face down.. I can live with that and on the second day I was just moving everywhere and going on the computer and my mom didnt care... now that I dont have to worry about my eye she is yelling at me saying that im useless and im going to go totally blind if I dont stop going onto the computer! For one thing its only my left eye, second thing is that I can see fine out of it! When my retina was detached there was this large black spot in my eye and now its totally gone! I would see clearly if they hadnt put the gas in my eye! Thrid thing is that the doctor said I could go on the computer as long as I want as long as it doesnt feel like its iritating my eye! Obviously its not and she cant get any of those three points past her thick skull! She hadnt even talked to the doctor after the surgery! I talked to him before the surgery and asked specifically about what I can and cannot do. I am allowed to do anything I want as long as im not reading anything right infront of my vision or doing anything that moves my eyes violently. Looking at this ******** still screen isnt going to do s**t! So now whiel im home and my mom and brotehr are out playing sports and going to dinner im stuck in this hell hole of a home trying to get people to talk to me before I have to go to bed!

Another thing is that almost everyone ive been talking to or role playing with lately has just been dissapearing for hours on end without a word, Some just say that they are fetching some food or going out for a quick ten mintuse but then they jsut totally dissapear! I admit that I do it too but almost everyone is doing it now! I dont know if people are just ditching me or are just getting preoccupied with something else but is it that hard to just tell me? Im tired of waiting for PMs and hitting refresh every few minutes not know if the person is gone or just takign awhile to reply! People dont even sign out while they are gone so im loko at my friends list seeing them displayed as online when they arnt even talking! I have veiwed profiles of people that are supposedly gone and then come back and hit refresh to see it changed... obviously someone is changing their avis because they are gone watching movies or are ******** sleeping!

Good to get stuff off my chest... xp

If some of you guys dont enjoy talking or RPing with me then please just say so instead of dissapearing for hours and replying to my message when you dont have anything else better to do.