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Lately. . . Lately I feel like I'm a burden. It's not with everyone, but I feel like some people just treat me like the plague. Not that I entirely mind, but after a while it does tend to wear on you. I try to comfort people and I go ignored or counted as a burden. Oh well I guess. . . oh well. I have to act like I'm all confident in myself now. It passes time, but I think I've lost the perception on who I really am. Am I the loud person everyone sees now, or was I the quiet person who will randomly make their appearance. Am I calm or restless? Intellegent or stupid? Helpful or annoying? Maybe I just think to much. Yet, I'd like to think even if I don't know who I am, maybe some one I know does. Maybe other people can see the thing that I just can't anymore. Or maybe right now, I'm just too busy to find out what I am. . . who I am. Oh well, I guess it's time to go back to soul searching.

Posted by: Vincent Highwind Sun Jun 05, 2005 @ 05:04am

Haiwindo is my husband. <3

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L!me
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Commented on: Sun Jun 05, 2005 @ 05:46am


	Aweh! You shouldn't feel like a burden! ;o; No one's a burden. =3

Commented on: Sun Jun 05, 2005 @ 09:07pm

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Kyo Miyamoto
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Commented on: Tue Jun 07, 2005 @ 04:34am


	<center>Hey... you're not a burden kid. Chin up, kay? I know I've been like a pole up the a lately, but I feel like I should apologize. Anyway. && I feel like I should talk more about that in the PMs or something, not where everyone can see it. Ain't anybody going to replace you. So I don't want you to think that you're a burden. Cuz, well hell, you're not. The only reason why it may seem so (for my opinion) is because they're too consumed with their own problems to see yours. I can say that because I'm one of them at times. I can be a real b*d at times. neutral** Don't try to critisize yourself, and don't let others. Let alone let them judge you, you taught me that and I'm beginning to understand. (I'm thickskulled, I know. You have permission to rub it in) If you want to talk more, just PM me... or... whatever, like MSN, you know what I mean. If I make any damn sense, which is rare.</center>

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