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Let death cover me
Let things seem to be
I want your despise to see
That now, I am free

I wanna be your victim
Maybe then you’ll notice me
I wanna be your victim
Everything you couldn’t be

I want to control you
I want to console you
I want to say were through
I want what you couldn’t do

I wanna be your victim
So you’ll always torture me
I wanna be your victim
And never get bored of me

But when I try to surpass
I fall on my a**
My mind breaks like glass
And you won’t let it pass

I wanna be your victim
So you can kill me softly
I wanna be your victim
So you can pretend not to talk to me

If I become your victim
My life will be in your hands
If I become your victim
I will follow your demands

I wanna be your victim
So you can hold me on your arms as I die
I wanna be your victim
So I can watch you cry

I will hear your promising lies
Watch your empty skies
Provoke your own despise
When I become victimized