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I saw my doctor yesterday, and I was really hoping that after he examined me he'd tell me that it's time to go to the hospital or at least in the next few days. He told me that my body still wasn't ready, apparently I am progressing just very slowly, and so I have to go back on monday. It sucks so much because when he said that I was trying so hard not to cry right there in the examining room. I managed to make it all the way to my car before I started crying. I just feel so dissapointed, because I want my baby, I wanna hold her in my arms and look into her eyes. It just feels like it's been so much longer than nine months and especially the last week has been terrible on my emotions and nerves. At least on monday if I still haven't gone into labor Dr. Guha said we'll plan the day to go into the hospital so she should be out some time next week at the latest.