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Hi guys =3 In my journal im just gonna post stuff that is either goin on in my life or a drawing i like or whatever xD. so if you take a look please comment. =3 but if you have nothing to say thats fine too. =D
Not Good
Things are not going so well lately and i can not stand it.

It is just one of those bad times i guess..but gosh. they are happening so freaquently. EVERYDAY this sucks.

i only have one worry on my mind and it is making me miserable..i try to keep it out of my head...but i guess its really important to me. at least i think it is important to me...but unfortunately I can not figure out what to do about it. i have asked people and they tried helping, but i still got nowhere. although i do appretiate their assistance. and also, i have been going to the source and facing it..but the problem always come back.
but i hope i figure something out too..cus i think literally it is driving me insane...or at least just making me depressed or something. and i dont want it to keep on like this. I try to solve it, but if i keep going im afraid it will turn out worse...does that make sense? probably not.
i thought i had at least someone...but it seems that i dont. there isnt anyone. family nor friends..no one. so i have to figure this out. but i guess what also makes me sad is that i am alone in this...I thought there was someone..but i guess im wrong.
at times i thought if i keep it out of my head it will be ok and it will go away. i have confronted it numerous of times and nothing helped. i have to get over it...ok. yeah. its going to take a lot of time..but its something i must do. and whenever it gets rough i cant be crawling back...i was afraid that i have to do this...i really dont want to. it pains me to do so deeply, but i guess this is the only way. now all i have to say is goodbye.






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pixelated - parfait
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Fri Sep 28, 2007 @ 02:56am


eek WHAT IS THIS?! SOME FREAKY SUICIDE NOTE?!?! YOU BETTER NOT HARU, YOU HEAR ME!!! scream


.Abs. to .Kurushii.
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Fri Sep 28, 2007 @ 03:20am


O.o What's wrong? You can talk to me anytime, ok?


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