Well, I guess I can un private this now because like none of it applies anymore.. For the most part at least
UGH. I ******** LOVE YOU.
I NEED YOU AND I WANT YOU.
I DON'T THINK I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU
BUT
SOMEHOW I MANAGE TO.
AND ALL I THINK ABOUT IS HOW MUCH I WANT TO BE ABLE TO HUG YOU.
YES, I FANTASIZE ABOUT WHAT WE ARE GOING TO DO SO MUCH, NO, FANTASIZE DOESN'T MEAN I THINK ABOUT SEX ALL THE TIME. I THINK OF WHERE WE WOULD GO, AND HUGGING YOU AND LAUGHING AT OUR ******** STUPID INSIDE JOKES. AND GOD, IT TARES ME APART WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT DOING IT, DOING THINGS EVEN WITH OTHER PEOPLE... AND I JUST CAN'T HELP IT BECAUSE I THINK YOU HAVE MY HEART.
I THINK I LOVE YOU MORE THEN I HAVE EVER LOVED SOMEONE... BUT AT THE SAME TIME THIS IS COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE.. AND UGH. I JUST WISH I COULD CONFESS TO YOU, WHICH IS PROBABLY WHY I'M WRITING THIS, HOPING YOU MIGHT, IN SOME FLUKE SEE IT, BUT YET HOPING YOU NEVER WILL..
AND MORE THEN ANYTHING, I WISH MY LOVE TO BE REQUITED... I DON'T CARE IF YOU LIVED IN MONGOLIA, I WOULD FIND A WAY TO MAKE IT WORK...
All in all
I want you
I want you to be mine
I want you to want me
And I think I want to be with you forever...
UGH. I ******** LOVE YOU.
I NEED YOU AND I WANT YOU.
I DON'T THINK I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU
BUT
SOMEHOW I MANAGE TO.
AND ALL I THINK ABOUT IS HOW MUCH I WANT TO BE ABLE TO HUG YOU.
YES, I FANTASIZE ABOUT WHAT WE ARE GOING TO DO SO MUCH, NO, FANTASIZE DOESN'T MEAN I THINK ABOUT SEX ALL THE TIME. I THINK OF WHERE WE WOULD GO, AND HUGGING YOU AND LAUGHING AT OUR ******** STUPID INSIDE JOKES. AND GOD, IT TARES ME APART WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT DOING IT, DOING THINGS EVEN WITH OTHER PEOPLE... AND I JUST CAN'T HELP IT BECAUSE I THINK YOU HAVE MY HEART.
I THINK I LOVE YOU MORE THEN I HAVE EVER LOVED SOMEONE... BUT AT THE SAME TIME THIS IS COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE.. AND UGH. I JUST WISH I COULD CONFESS TO YOU, WHICH IS PROBABLY WHY I'M WRITING THIS, HOPING YOU MIGHT, IN SOME FLUKE SEE IT, BUT YET HOPING YOU NEVER WILL..
AND MORE THEN ANYTHING, I WISH MY LOVE TO BE REQUITED... I DON'T CARE IF YOU LIVED IN MONGOLIA, I WOULD FIND A WAY TO MAKE IT WORK...
All in all
I want you
I want you to be mine
I want you to want me
And I think I want to be with you forever...
