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I can't wait till the game tonight!! blaugh It's a home game so we get to sit in some nice stands. I can't wait to see what their band is gonna be like. I hope Amanda isn't gonna be all over Dustin again like she was last week. That girl made me so mad! mad I was so sad for the whole game but then it started raining and I was happy. But Dustin was sad so then I was sad again. Then he and Amanda ran away together because they're on freakin loading crew together stare I didn't mind him being on loading crew but then Amanda had to join for some reason and now she's got an excuse to be with him.

Anyways I'll be back later to tell my many faithful readers all about the game.

Update

We won!!! blaugh The score was 38 to 6. I had a lot of fun. It rained on us in the beginning, but it quit after a while. I can't wait till next game ^_^
My music got all wet and some of it is sort of ruined, so I'll have to get it replaced.
Dustin got to go meet people from the other band! I wanted to go!!! crying It's not fair!!

And He's a section leader and I'm not. AND he's probably gonna be drum major in a couple of years so then there's gonna be no time for us anymore. Honestly, I don't think he's taken into account that he has to go through all this training and that he would always be doing stuff for band and that there would be absolutely no time for anything else.

I just don't understand him sometimes. He's not just satisfied with one thing, he has to be in this and this and this and this and in the end it just leaves me feeling alone. It really bothers me. I'm perfectly happy just being in band, but he feels like he has to get involved with everyone and everything that's going on. I mean, I like him being in loading crew and having lots of friends, it's good for him, but sometimes he seems so busy. And that makes me think about how he would be even more busy than he is now. We really wouldn't have any time together.

Sorry, I've been holding that in for a while. It was starting to make me hurt, now that I've left the protective circle of band members.

But I know everything will work out in the end. I'm not really that worried about him leaving me just so he can be in band. Besides, it's just a couple more years- after that I've got him all to myself wink