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everyone thinks im just fine and dandy i let them joke with me tell me i ******** everything up and act as if it doesnt phase but really it does they know nutin really about me even Raziel Lu Xun and Yusko dont know the real me and they are the only friends i have and i wouldnt trade anything in the world for them id rather die for each and every one of them theve helped me be myself and to not be so shy and to express myself to people wether good or bad and they have always been here for me when i needed them to be and i was there for them i just wish i could tell them my real life the shadow under my face the soul deep down inside me that i have locked away maybe one day i will and i hope its soon cause its really about to kill me