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Soooooo

Tell me in what ******** up place a...

1 Lazy
2 Ignorant
3 Dumbass
4 Dickhead
5 a*****e
6 Piece of s**t

... person gets 2000 dollars for free.

yeah, drew got 2000 for free from my mom, because she got a 2000 check today!
I asked her why the ******** he gets it and she said "because he needs to start his life"
So, obviously

Getting someone knocked up+ not having enough motivation to go to school and get a good job+ making a mess of the house x being a ******** DICKHEAD to everyone around you all the time= 2000 for free...
i dont even see what the point in trying is at my house anymore. i need to ******** someone and ruin their life with my freak-spawn like drew and then i got it made. i mean, i definitely dont deserve any money, im in AP classes, getting A's in them, and have been getting A's since forever, im the onyl one that cleans that goddamned hell hole, but nope, i dont get s**t, i even asked for forty dollars out of it for an mp3 player, but nope, thats sweet sweet baby drews money.

and then, julie, brandons girlfriend, said she was going to bring us ice cream, and my mom was like, wow, she must really care about him, and i was like, well yeah, you obviously dont care about anyone but yourself and drew, so me and brandon have to care for each other or go elsewhere, and i'd rather do those than have to rely on that crazy a** lady

then she said she doesnt understand why my dad can live the way he does, seeing as he's getting 400 a month and stuff like that, but now i see why, and i dont blame him, at least he doesnt waste it on a lazy piece of s**t. he does drink it away, but even that is better than acting like two of your kids dont exist.

then mom tried making it up to me by buying me some food i liek from the store, liek chex mix and stuff, then she gave me a ride u[p here too, to teh library, which is definitely out of the question to her ususally. but because of thos little acts of kindness that probably costed about 5 bucks, i should just not think about the fact that drews getting 2000 dollars for nothing. Then she was like well, heres some money so you can call home for a ride. It's about 16 years too late to start caring mom, might as well stick with drew.

On a lighter note, no ones seen my dad in a few weeks =( I dont even know why i care, but i do. seems like im the onyl one getting screwed out of life, and the only one caring for others'.