I'm afraid of loving you,
'cause the next step is losing you,
and my heart couldn't do that.
I am so afraid to get close to anyone.
There is this side of me, only I see..no-one sees *me*.
I was ready to show you and you backed away.
Now I am a closet without a key.
You'd have loved me if you saw the real me.
The idea of being with you always made me happy ...
until I realized you were perfect for me...now it just makes me scared.
I've been trying not to love you, I've been putting up a fight.
I've been barely holding on and letting go with all my might.
There's a part of me that's empty, I know only love can fill.
I'm afraid I'll never find it and scared to death I will.
There's so much I can't say when I look in your eyes,
I'm worried you'll reject me, and hurt my foolish pride,
Each day this love grows stronger but I could never let you know,
There is so much behind my smile, that I could never show,
I'd hold you for a lifetime if you would only let me in,
I'd love you like no other, but you don't understand.
Every time I see you, your holdin' on to her,
The pains like a knife, cutin' deep inside my soul,
So I'll dream of us together of just how it could be
and all that you are will remain a silent part of me.
I've never been as confident of anything in my entire life as I am
about 'us'. And well, frankly, that makes me a little scared.
I am afraid to show you who I really am,
because if I show you who I really am,
you might not like it... and that's all I got.
Even in the freezing night air, you wouldn't keep me warm for
fear that being so close to me, something would happen between us.
You mean so much to me, that I'm scared to close my
eyes and open them and see that you're not there. And
I'm scared to leave them open to see you leaving me.
It's getting weird, I used to be able to say anything to
you and do anything around you. Now I just avoid
you for fear of falling for you more than I already have.
I don't know why I'm so afraid to lose you
...when you aren't even mine..
You're so afraid to continue what we have, you know something's
there, you feel just as much as I do when you touch me, you like it
just as much as I do when you kiss me, it's just your pulling away
now because you know that if you don't pull away soon you might
find yourself falling in love and I don't think you're prepared for that.
I'm afraid that I'm not enough for you, and I never
will be, and if I do this, you'll realize that you've grown
way beyond me and I'm just going to lose you again.
The first time I saw you I was afraid to talk to you.
The first time I talked to you, I was afraid to kiss you.
The first time I kissed you, I was afraid to love you.
Now that I love you, I am afraid of losing you.
We can't be together, you deserve someone so much better than me, and you
know it, and it kills me that you know it. I can't handle being in a relationship
...constantly scared that you're going to find that someone who you deserve.
Every guy is afraid of something.
That’s how you know he loves you.
*´When he’s afraid of losing you.´*
I'm afraid to admit that I'm in love with you, but I can't forget
your eyes and I can't stop feeling your lips; your words keep
echoing in my head and you always make me weak. I don't
want to mean it when I say, 'I love you', but I can't help it.
I never wanna fly, never want to leave,
I never want to say what you mean to me.
I never wanna run, frightened to believe,
you're the best thing about me.
My body trembles.. I shouldn’t be shaking.. I am afraid.. I am so
deathly afraid.. I am scared that you are going to walk out that door,
out of my life, out of my heart, and never look back. You are going
to realize what everyone else has. It just takes time. You are going to
wake up one day and realize that you can do so much better and you
are going to gather your things and walk away and never ever look back.
Maybe the deepest part of who we are is what scares us
or breaks our hearts and we don't want to share that with
anyone and when we do, we don't want to lose those people.
Love won't wait for you forever. If you let everything pass you by,
you'll never find out how beautiful life can really be. Don't be afraid
to get hurt; if you don't risk something you'll never gain anything.
I'm scared t0 g0 back t0 what we were,
but I'm afraid 0f g0ing forward. * *
I'm afraid to move. I'm so scared that this feeling will leave me as quickly
as it came. I am so afraid that I will be alone once again. I am so terrified
that my heart is going to break. I am so scared that I'm going to be the
one picking up the pieces of my broken life once again. I’m just scared..
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