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I truly loved you w/ all my heart.
Even though I always knew it would never have worked out,
I cant help but still love you.
You broke up w/ me,
for a good reason too.
I understand why you did.
Normally these things never get to me;
I normally just say "ok" and get on w/ my life.
this time I truly want to cry,
but I wont let the tears come out;
because I wont let myself cry over something like this
so I hold it in.
While I put a fake smile on my face today;
Tonight, while the lights are out and I cant see my own face,
I'll let the tears fall.






if your one of the guys that know me dont say anything at all cause i know what you guys are gonna say and you guys are the the biggest jerks i've ever known
[specific names: Chris and Tari...hate them like hell]