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friends
I have to write this down becuz if i dont ill start to cry again. One of my friends found out she had cancer and she missed alot of shcool becuz of it well she never told me this and i thought she moved well when school started again i saw her again but she was wearing a wig and i thought she just shaved her hair for fashion or something but after a few weeks she told me that she was going to die in about 6 months i asked y and she said it ws becuz the chemo that she was taking wasnt working anymore so when she said that i wasnt sure how to react on the outside i was kinda fine but also upset i hugged her and went to my classes, after school i walked home did my chores and homework when my mom came home i told her wat my friend told me and i just broke down crying becuz of it and i didnt stop cryin for a long time. the next day my friends come up to me and ask if i was ok i said yes when i was really crying in my head for my friend becuz she was going to die and i couldnt do anything about it. a few weeks later she doesnt come to school and i dont c her again................i have no idea wat happened to her and right now i just wish i can talk to her again ya know. This is the first time that i had a friend die and im not sure how to react now becuz i dont want to cry becuz that will worry everyone and i dont want to not cry becuz that will seem like im heartless wat should i do please tell me i need help
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