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Sigh Really depressed, life just hates me ._. Sorry guys, journals not dedicated to anyone today, I just haven't been in the mood too much sweatdrop Today I realized that one of my best friends is moving. Too much for me to deal with, I told her almost everything, and now she's going. I couldn't stop crying for hours, and I just don't know how the hell I'm gonna do this sad I can't really go to anyone because no one knows her better than I do. She used to be the one that I shared some of my best times with. My greatest fear is that we might lose touch with eachother, and I don't want that to happen, or I might just even kill myself before that could happen, that's how much she means to me. I'm just lost, she was the one that I would turn to if I had a problem, and would never leave me out or anything. My other friends sometimes do that, like to try to fit in with the "popular" group, they would just leave me and starting acting all bitchy, I'm not giving any names, so please don't ask. Sometimes I even wonder if they really are my friends or not neutral Life's just been really ****** up to me right now, I have no one to turn to, and well, I might even do something stupid, so don't worry sweatdrop**

Posted by: kawaiikag Thu Oct 21, 2004 @ 10:20pm

Oh s**t.

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Commented on: Fri Oct 22, 2004 @ 12:07am


	crying I wish you wouldn't talk like that. sad I know it's hard to lose touch with friends. I hope you don't do anything stupid. heart Although I don't comment a lot, I do pay attention to your journal. I hope everything goes okay. crying

Commented on: Fri Oct 22, 2004 @ 12:12am


	As hard as it may seem you're going to have to move on. This is how I deal with problems. I go to sleep early, wake up and think about everything that is worth it in life, everything I can reach. From there I get up and get going. I lead my own revolution and go through with it all the way. Sometimes the bad times you have now are going to get you down, but if you can't cope with this, you won't survive later. Life is a challenge. There is no time to stop, you keep fighting for your existence your mental state eveyday. Just don't give up, sometimes it is best thing you can do. I hope that helps! whee

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Commented on: Fri Oct 22, 2004 @ 02:08am


	I love you darlin' and remember, Doodle is always here for you. You are very upset about your best friend moving away, but think about it like this: it's another adventure in your relationship, if you two can overcome this obsticle, you guys can overcome anything. I know you can do it, so believe in yourself heart

Commented on: Fri Oct 22, 2004 @ 03:52am


	Thanks for the advice everyone, I'm trying my hardest to overcome this, but it's not as easy as it sounds gonk crawls into teh laundry box and sulks ._.

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Commented on: Sat Oct 23, 2004 @ 11:21pm


	Rina...glomps and nuzzles I ish sorry about ur fwiend....I still luff you tho! heart heart heart You can always talk to me...No matter what. Even if ti's to say 'Lessi I farted'..or"lessi your weird." You'll never lose touch if you try...I've lost a lot of friends to moving and know how it feels. But..If I hadn't have lost touch with my old friend I might not have wanted to make more and met j00! So just remeber that song: Make new friends But keep the old One is silver Ans the other GOLD! I hope you feel betta. Luv & hugs Rinalicious!

Commented on: Sun Oct 24, 2004 @ 06:53pm

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