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It's after 1:00 A.M. on Sat, and I'm bored stiff. I'm not really tired or I'd just go to bed, but I'm bored out of my whits.

I miss Matt really bad, and I feel bad for not getting the chance to say goodnight. I didn't get home from playing D&D at Sarah's until it was really late, and I just can't sleep. So, I've been on here hoping beyond all hope that maybe Matt would appear out of nowhere and we could talk or something. I miss him really bad. I love that boy more then anyone could ever know.

Roleplaying at Sarah's was fun although I did have to sit and watch Sarah and Wyatt snuggle all night which sucked hard core cause I was missing Matt already. I wish he would have come with me. At least then I would have had someone to talk to during the annoying and crappy parts, and I could have had someone for me to snuggle with. I really like to snuggle redface ...LOL

I love just laying in Matt's warm strong arms with that sweet fuzzy feeling that tells me everything's gonna be ok. You know no matter how wreched life get's the world seems good when I'm wrapped in his arms... whee

I love him so much, and I miss him. Oh well... I guess I'll see him when I see him. It just bothers me that he's so close all the time, but I can't be with him whenever I want to... or need to for that matter. You know when you're just in one of those moods when you're sad and lonely and the only thing that can make it better is the warm embrace of the one you love. Well, I need him then, and I can't always necessarily have him whenever I need him. I love you Matt. I love you more then words can say. My feelings for you surpass all words... even the word love. It's so much deeper and more complicated than that, but love is the closest word humans have. So, I'll use love... I love Matt!!!!!!!!!!!! heart

Well I guess It's time for bed now, so goodnight everyone. I love you Matty. Goodnight.