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THE POINT WHERE I SHOULD OF BROKE UP WITH HIM:

Me- How come you don't tell me you love me?
Me- I mean...if you don't love me...I see why...but...
Him- why do u ask
Me- I'm just wondering.
Me- It just doesn't seem like you do...
Him- im sorry but i dont
Him- i like u
Me- I feel like an idiot.
Him- its ok
Me- I thought you loved me...
Me- I'm such an idiot!
Him- no ur not
Me- But you don't...
Him- i just dont feel like im at that point yet
Him- im sorry
Me- When do you think that will be?
Him- theres no set time
Him- it happens when it happens
Me- You could of lied to me...believe it or not...I feel more about you.
Him- thats a sin
Him- it would of ben wrong
Me- I don't know what to say...
Me- But I'll wait for you...
Me- I'll try to be perfect for you.
Him- Its fine
Me- You're not the one who's heartbroken.
Him- u dont have to say anything
Me- What am I supposed to do?
Me-I want to get closer to you...but...
Me-I have to go now.


But I didn't, so it led to this.

Him- hey
Me- Hey.
Me- Come to the chat room.
Him- we need to talk
Me- ...
Me- Is this a good thing?
Me- You're not breaking up with me...are you?
Him- yes
Me- ...
Me- What the heck?
Him- i think we should still be friends
Him- sorry
Me- Why?
Him- because we really have nuthin in common
Me- That's because you haven't gotten to know me.
Him- thats bullcrap
Me- ...
Him- i want to still be friends
Him- we cool?
Me- How can you break up with me...when you haven't even given me a chance.
Him- its nothing u can change
Me- What do you mean?
Him- we
Him- wat do u mean wat do u mean
Me- What do you mean we can change?
Him- sorry about we
Him- oops
Me- What?
Him- never mind
Him- its over
Him- sorry
Me- Why are you the one always breaking my heart?
Him- wat the crap
Him- wat r u talking about
Me- Telling me you don't love me.
Me- Asking me out...just BECAUSE>
Me- You don't even tell me I'm beautiful or smart or anything. And you say you've had a girlfriend before.
Him- i did say that
Him- bye
Me- How could you play with my heart?
Me- They say it was a joke.
Me- From the start.
Me- How could anybody do that?
Him- wat was a joke
Me- They told me the truth.
Me- It was a joke relationship all along. A huge, cruel joke.
Him: no it wasnt
Him- nope there llying
Him- bbye
Me- Liar.
Him- bye
Him- can we still be friends
Me-When you play those kind of jokes on me...
Him- it wasnt a joke
Him- u there
Him- ?
Me- WHAT?!
Me- How could you let it get this far? What kind of sick joke is that?
Me- Don't tell me it wasn't a joke all alone.
Me-*along
Me- Because EVERYBODY knew.
Him- it wasnt a joke
Me- Everybody knew it was.
Me- So don't tell me it wasn't.
Him- at first i didnt like u but then i did
Him- and now i dont
Me- All that time...wasted. Because I thought finally somebody could care about me unconditionally. Turns out it was a joke. People LIKE puppies. People LIKE food. I should of ended it when you said you didn't love me. But I thought that it would develop in time.
Him-it wasnt a joke
Him- i promise
Me- You said you didn't like me from the start.
Him- like the first 2 days
Me- Why would ask me out if you didn't like me from the start?
Him- but then i started to
Him- cody did it
Me- Ok..blame this on Cody.
Him- pk
Him- ok
SIGNED OFF


I wish he would of said it in person, then I could of slapped him.






User Comments: [2]
Ryoko-Morire
Community Member





Tue Sep 11, 2007 @ 02:55am


He didn't say it in person because he's a coward. Blunt but true. The truth hurts not always but most of the time. rolleyes Yeah, anyone could have told you so. But still I think you need to know. If I were there in person I would have broke is nose or done worse than that. Something that would have left a scar so that he'd always remember what he did to you. He can't take anything back. And I still might break his nose or something he might have a use for. (I feel violent today... xd ) I don't really care if it was a cruel twisted joke or not, but It still doesn't change the fact I want to hurt him tomorrow. Return of the pain. Revenge. What goes around comes around...you know what I'm saying? Hah, I love revenge, It gives me the chance to plot some dark plot. Other that when writing. Both ways is fun though. biggrin Well I hope that after taking anger out on my wall you feel better. *puts up brick wall* Feel free to do anything to destroy it!


Kayycc
Community Member





Sun Sep 16, 2007 @ 07:59am


Lolzies at Sarah.


User Comments: [2]
 
 
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