He broke up with me. And why? Because he didn't feel like continuing the joke. It was a joke. A cruel, sick joke. He says it isn't, but everybody knows. He's a LIAR. And Kacey, I thought we were friends. I thought you would tell me anything. You knew from the start, and when I called you the next day, you could of told me. You could of warned me.
I really wouldn't be surprised if I became emo. I really wouldn't. I want to just go stab myself right now. End all this depression. Because I've been depressed since school let out. I NEVER got over it. And when Matt came along, it made everything a little better. And now...I don't know. I said it...I told you MY secret. See? I don't keep secrets. I don't even know if I have any friends. And you know what makes it harder? I have to keep from crying in front of my parents. Yeah...and I'm not talking to you Kacey! Because friends do not keep secrets that could hurt them! NEVER!
Two months of walking on the rug of happiness, and then you just pull it from under me and run away.
