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But for all the wrong reasons! I'm not the one who gets hurt!
My toughts are chasing in circles, but they're pointless circles, moot! Something insensitive is going to come out of my mouth again; it's inevitable. The only person who doesn't see it is Erin, and tht's only b/c she ignores me at the times when I would probably be insensitive towards her! But other people know better, and it would be better for them if they just didn't run the risk. I don't think it's worth it.
I was so happy to have a cold today. I've had it since Saturday, but it's bad enough that I need to take medicine. And fortunately for me, Benadryl makes it impossible for me to think about two things at once. I have to focus on one thing at a time, and fortunately, school was thoroughly intense today. The only empty moments came during lunch, but by that time, I was so drowsy I kept nodding off. It was nice. A whole day where I couldn't really think.
Unfortunately, it makes me overreact a little sometimes, so I freaked out when Talia's mom missed the 1st turn, then got us onto I-10 and couldn't get off until Poydras...at 7:30! As if my nerves weren't already wrecked, I started freaking out! We would've been there for 7:30 if it hadn't been for that! She should've listened to my directions stare I told her to follow Airline to Carrollton, but nooooooo~ Let's take I-10 because we think we can exit at Carrollton from that point (which you can't!). I was freaking out when we got to school. I nearly ran to the building, then did the mad dash to the locker once the slow-pokes finally got up the freaking stairs. And power-walked to religion, made it with 30 seconds to spare, and finally breathed.
But shortly after that, it was blissful silence ^_^ Too bad it might not even work tomorrow, let alone any days after that. Usually it annoys me to be so foggy, but it's not such a bad thing.
~n.
 nepie · Mon Sep 10, 2007 @ 11:33pm · 0 Comments |
