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My journal entries on here are beginning to be a little flat and boring don't you think?
Well, I've decided that maybe I'll try to write more about what I'm thinking and feeling. I don't think that I need to be scared of what others think anymore. I'm going to change the name too I probably will take out random and add dreams. Maybe this way more people will read it? I like to write my feelings but I also like feedback. If you like I will talk a little bit about yesterday. The morning was a lot of fun after I did my work. I was watching JPOP videos on this one website and I was trying to envision ideas for some of my videos if I was a singer (I do this all the time, my imagination is so actibe that it makes the rest of my brain numb). It sadens me when I come to the realization that I don't really have what it takes to become a singer. So now I am pursuing a more 'real' dream of becoming a Teacher of English in Japan. I think I would really enjoy that too and I do want to be a singer, release a few albums but before I can do that I either 1. need to write to Sega about the lyric ideas I have for their games or 2.I need to get a composer who can make music to my words (I suck at making music).
It's hard when you have so many dreams but not enough leverage on those that are important to you, for example. I can't find a decent singing teacher. I had one but it was a male teacher and I decided that I need a female teacher. Maybe I am too picky but I want to have success. I am currently preparing for college, the doors program is going to get me a tutor after they evaluate me on what I need help on this Monday. We are kind of cutting it close considering the SAT is this October. Oh well.... I have to go now.
~Aone-chan
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