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I'm looking for anyone. No that's not true. I just want you. sad There's this guy. He is my art teacher. He is the first one to ever truly show concern or care for me. I didn't know how deeply he'd pull me into his web, but he's got me hooked now. He's opened my eyes and made me see, and he's done so much. Whenever my friends had gone off and left me alone, he'd always make me grin ear to ear. He still does. I love everything about him. He's smart, funny, kind, romantic, cute, and very talented. He's also conceited somethings and very egotistical. He's also the biggest horndog known to man, but he has earned the right to be. *sigh* I'm sad because... I just want to hold him. I just want to tell him how important he is to me, and how much he's done. I don't know if he knows, but I know he knows I love him. He can get me to do anything, and that's scary to me. I'm afraid of what he could make me do. But I don't care. i feel right, i feel loved, I FEEL WANTED, for the first time in my life, I feel as if I may actually have a purpose when I'm around him. I LOVE HIM.