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First (Full) Day in School - Year 11 |
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Seeeeriously.. I can't believe I'm in Year 11 already. And that after Year 11, I'm going to progress through college and/or university. It's scary. ._. But I hope I pass this year. I want to pass Year 11 in England more than anything else right now - heck, I'll even live by myself and work for food and shelter if I have to, I believe. Anything.. as long as I won't be transported back to Malaysia to take SPM in 2009, I'll be fine. Mom's worried about that as well, apparently - she's afraid I might break down if we need to go to Malaysia suddenly and I won't lie here - if we're going back to Malaysia before I finish my GCSEs here in Year 11, I might break down emotionally. Seriously. >> I don't think I've explained my family's situation in England just yet in this journal, but I'll come to that tomorrow or on Saturday. Perhaps after school, or perhaps during the weekend, I'll definitely explain the situation - I need to get it off my chest again anyway. Em (Yonder) knows, of course, but nobody can do anything about it unless if I suddenly marry someone which I doubt is possible right now - I mean, come on, face reality. xD *smacks self* Anyway - details tomorrow or Saturday, I promise.
Today was the start of Year 11 - a full day, of course. And, as much as I hated to admit it, the day started off with a slight nightmare. I found out that 1) We're going to have Ms. JS for English. I've never had her before, but she's a new teacher, and most kids said that she can't really teach well in poems, so I'm a bit worried about that - hopefully, it won't affect my grades. 2) I found out that Mr. FN lost ALL my coursework/essays (there's eight of them) for my History course which I finished last year. D< He looked really sorry though, but I'm still rather upset that it's all gone and that all which I've done needs re-doing. Like I haven't got enough stress to deal with already. 3) I found out that I scored less in my Science Modular exam, but I'm still on an "A" grade - which is still dangerous because I can be pulled down to a "B" depending on the Science in the News essay I did which I'm not that confident at all in. >> Those are my main worries for today.
The good news is that all of the Fruits Basket manga and all of the Maison Ikkoku mangas which I ordered for the school are here. <3 I read a bit, of course (without permission xP) and it was awesome. My school librarian is just awesome with me. =D I love him. ^^ And also, I got to see Becky again which is great - I missed her so much over the holidays! Ethan, as usual, asked me if I wanted to play chess (like hello? First day?? @@) but I accepted.. but my mind wasn't on it, so I lost. XD Still, it was good, I suppose. It's great to see everyone back there again. And I think I made peace with Alex.. not sure. I might apologise to him tomorrow though for being so cold these past few weeks.
Lastly, I have two more books added to my pile to read. ._. A book from the dear Marcus Sedgwick who I love, and a Sherlock Holmes book (*enter dramatic gasp here*). The author is Caleb Carr and my school librarian said that he was just browsing around when the book caught his eye.. and he thought it would be nice if he buys it for me to read as well as providing it for the library. He also said that he's going to book another author in to meet us in March (month of my birthday - coincidence, no? x3). Really, I can't love him enough!
Looks like my slight rant entry turned out to have a joyful ending, haha. But all is well, of course. Greg said that he'll get internet access starting tomorrow, and I hope he's right.
Mai-chan.
 Rino-chan · Thu Sep 06, 2007 @ 10:34pm · 0 Comments |
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