May 23, 2005
Today was just bad. Ivy IMed me and was talking about stuff she'd done in IM with Ralph... Yeah, that kind of stuff. I didn't act like it bothered me of course. But I was thinking about Kaz the whole time and how he won't let me RP anything with him like we used to, I can't even hug him. I went fishing with Kaz and he hardly said anything the whole time. Then I went out with my mom to buy stuff and get something to eat since Kaz had some band thing at school and wouldn't be on for a few hours. My mom called my grandma while we were out and found out they'd had to take their cat to the vet so we went to their house after that but they'd had to leave her there. I'm worried about her, she's old and I'm afraid she'll die. We came home and I waited for Kaz to get back then made a chat. For a while it was just me and him because Jon didn't come until later and then Stephanie got on so I invited her. Jon left and now it's me, Stephanie, and Kaz. Stephanie was talking about doing stuff to her hair and made the heart emoticon thing. <3 That one. Well me and her are on AOL and Kaz is on AIM and sometimes on AIM those brackets hide what you're saying so Kaz didn't know what she said and then we started putting hearts in front of our words talking about Kaz and RPing doing stupid things to him and laughing about how we were abusing him. I said something pretty wrong LOL and Kaz did his stupid no thing again, I thought he'd seen what I said but he'd just been guessing the kinds of things I'd been saying. x.X Even when he doesn't know what I'm doing to him he says that stupid no! And he claims he's not being mean. I love him so much I hate him.
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