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Here in this not so little town in which I reside my tiny world of middle school is about to come to a close. I some respects I am anxious for the next step in my life, but in other ways I don't want these blissful years to end. It wasn't this bad transferring from elementary to middle school. I know it isn't because I'm leaving some of my friends, I've left entire schools of them behind before to face the unknown perils of being the new kid at a new school. I have friends where I'm going so that should ease the pain, but somehow it doesn't. Perhaps it's because of the fact that in this world of billions of people I feel like I'm the only creature in existence besides the comforting creatures of my fantasy. It's the fear of feeling alone isn't it? At least I will have the memories. For that I am most grateful. For now these musings will come to a close. With only four days left of my current life I do think they shall continue quite soon...