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Another entry - saying goodbye to Stinger <3 |
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Yep.. he's gone. Well, not exactly gone, but he left us to go to boarding school yesterday. The day before, I was already shaking but I ended up in tears when he finally left. xD And once again, Yonder was there. She's always there, bless her. <3 But she was depressed to see him leave as well. I mean.. we knew each other almost at the same time. Knew him because of the Knights, just like Yonder (someone poke me and demand me to write the event with the Knights, will ya? >>;).
Aaanyway, the day started with me finishing off the OOC thread. Once done, I decided to look up a few more brushes for Photoshop and that was when Yonder came on. We talked a bit (actually, she was in a terrible ranting mood which I had to endure), we waited for Stinger to come online, but he never did. So Yonder had to log off to go to school and I logged off to go to sleep. xD Slept longer than I thought, but it was almost noon for me by then anyway - I wanted to sleep for about two hours tops, but it ended up being four hours or so, I believe.
After I woke up, I almost cursed for sleeping for so long, so I reached out and got the laptop back on. As promised, he was there and he apologised for not being there in the morning, but I waved it off - I overslept myself so I couldn't really accept an apology. But the talk we had was really, really empty. Like.. nothing of importance at all. ^^; I suppose we were just avoiding it, but he excused himself to go to dinner afterwards - he returned two hours later. Once he did return, that was when things got slightly more serious. But Stinger only had one request for me:
"Then I propose to try and do the best RP I've ever done with anybody, ever, with you."
It lasted for a while - even when Yonder pulled us into a three-way after that. We kept on roleplaying - usually, when Yonder comes online, that was a signal that we should end it. Stop.. and just spend the time chatting, but Stinger wanted to continue. And so I did, and so did he. We just went on with the roleplay over MSN and at the same time, we chatted in the three-way. Oddly enough, I was listening to newly-downloaded Inuyasha songs at that time and I can't believe how sad some of the songs are. I never actually paid attention to them before, but listening to it then, knowing that minutes were ticking by until the final goodbye.. that really made me sad.
Easily said, Yonder, Stinger and I were just being silly as usual. After all, it's the last time we could actually be silly. Not until he comes back for the holidays anyway, but it seems like such a long wait. And I'm also worried about him for what he told me the past few days. In the end, I only asked Stinger to promise me that whatever happens, he would never, ever change back to how he was in the past. (Note: Knights. *nod nod*).
Afterwards, in the end.. he announced to us that he had to leave and it's time for the last good-bye. We already exchanged addresses and phone numbers, but then.. at that time, we made a final change of something I never knew I would show him - pictures. I gave him a picture of myself while his was downloading and Yonder mentioned something about e-mailling hers instead. But like how I did with phone numbers and the address, it felt completely normal. But I have known him for about a year now - more even, actually. Still, I can call Stinger a gentleman, really. He managed to give me a last compliment [["You look incredibly pretty. What I can see."]] and that was about it. Said our good-byes, take care-s and be safe-s and he went off, leaving me and Yonder there. At first, it's just silence.. but when Yonder broke it, that was when I cried. I'm glad Stinger wasn't there though - he would have been worried if he knew. x3
Hope he's well there in Jesuit. I can't wait to hear from him again. <3
Rino-chan
 Rino-chan · Sat Sep 01, 2007 @ 01:10am · 0 Comments |
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