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May 21, 2005
I'm so tired. I spent most of the day at the Florida mall. I got Jamie's gifts and a bunch of clothes for myself. Then went and gave my grandparents' cat, Sweetie, her medicine again, then came home. So far I've managed to avoid talking to people I don't feel like talking to, probably because I was gone much of the day. And now neither of them are on. I worry though, if they knew I was making chats and not inviting them, they'd be upset. I'll probably have to start inviting them again. Or at least Ivy. I still don't want to invite Ralph. I don't want them in there together. I don't want to see them RP hugging and stuff, like me and Kaz used to do. It makes me want to say that stuff to Kaz, and when I do he just says "No." I'm getting sick of that stupid no. So far Ivy and Ralph only did that in a chat in front of me once, and I think that's what bothered me most of all. And what I realized the most about that was in the way it bothered me. It didn't bother me so much that I liked Ralph and he was with Ivy doing this, it bothered me because I wanted to do the same with Kaz and couldn't. So I might invite Ivy if Ralph's not on. x.x And hope he doesn't get on. Right now it's just me and Jon and Kaz in a chat, like usual these days. And Kaz has been gone a long time and I'm just waiting and waiting and waiting for him to come back. x.x Well I'm glad I got new clothes, I love having new clothes and deciding what I'll wear tomorrow, I'll pick something that I bought today.
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