And I Cry, But He Never Sees My Tears.

She has a best friend. Her best friend's name is Niki. The best advice Niki ever gave her is, "Don't wait for him." Niki said, "You need to stop. Right now." The more she thought about it, the more it made sense. She shouldnt wait. And she knows exactly what Niki meant. Niki was right, but she couldnt process it correctly. She needs to wait, because she loves him.

His smile. His look. His laugh. His hair. His clothes. His sarcasam. His pigtails. His language. His Lips.
She wants him to get away from that slut. Isnt that a horrible thing to wish? But it's not like it's the first time that she has hoped for this. She goes to high school, dimwick.

She feels sick to her stomach thinking about it. She wants to throw up so bad. She wishes he could understand how she felt. But she doesnt believe that he loves her, because of obvious reasons. Umm. Lets see. Well, for one, he has a girlfriend. And he doesnt even doesnt even want to try. He doesnt even want to try this...

She loves him so much more than he loves her. Well, atleast she thinks so. And it sucks. Hard.
But hopefully...just maybe... She'll win the lottery. And they'll live happily ever after. Or, well... Atleast in her dreams.
<33 `PrimeRib
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