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I am now officially graduated from high school... I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing, but it means I have to grow up sometime, which I don't want to do. I'm way behind in maturity compared to everyone else, that's why all my friends are younger than me. My Graduation ceremony was 5/18/05, and it was long and boring mostly, and I though I was gonna die from boredom, but I didn't thank god. Most of the people graduating from my school I've never seen before... It's like I didn't even go to that school, having dual enrollment and all, I was only at school half the time. I didn't really bond with anyone there. Basically the whole ceremony I was watching out for this one guy with last name "carlos" I believe, because he's really hot. He's got black curly hair, and dark brown eyes. My favorite. He looked at me while I was getting my name card that says stuff like "magna c** laude" and "top 10%" and "Bright Futures Scholarship" on it. When he walked up the stage he didn't have his tassle, he did when he looked at me... probably lost it. At the end when we threw our hats (I caught mine of course so not to lose it) alot of people left their hats or whatever you call them there... I guess they didn't know where they went when they threw them. The place we went to for graduation was having like 3 graduations a day, which each one takes like 3 to 4 hours... sweatdrop There was this one dude named Steven and this girl named (I can't think of her name right now xp , but I know her name) and I could tell through the school year that they liked eachother, but they were always with someone else, and then at graduation they were all kissing and stuff, it was sooo sweet. People had said they have been liking eachother for years, I wouldn't be surprised if they stayed together for as long as they lived, since Steven's parents are high school sweethearts.... but unlucky me... I still haven't had a boyfriend and I'm out of high school, that's pathetic isn't it? crying But I think there's this dude that likes me named Mark, my mom met him at the place where she got my graduation gift, and my mom likes to talk alot and then she showed him my senior pictures. He was saying I was very beautiful and gave me this thing so I could talk to him online. Everyday for the past week since I made an account on there, he would tell me to call him, so I finally did tonight, and I talked to him. I've never met someone like him before, I haven't met him in person yet, I'm supposed go to the beach with him tomorrow. He was saying how he liked having intellectual conversations with people, but I was thinking to myself that I'm not really a deep thinker, I'm a random obvious statement type thinker. My conversations are superficial really. I can't talk deep things, deep emotional crap, i'm not a deep emotional person. But so far he thinks i'm beautiful, he likes my voice and life, he's in love the fact that one of my fave bands is Korn and that I like anime. He was like "marry me...." and I was "ohhhhhhkaaaaaaaay....(whatever)" in a sarcastic way. anywho, i'll update more tomorrow in whethere I go or not, hopefully nothing bad will happen, i'm not used to this talking to old people (he's two years older than me).
 ~RAZI3L~ · Sat May 21, 2005 @ 07:06am · 2 Comments |
