I'm all about truth,
Paul, I know you read these, I'm not covering up for you.
Right, so for awhile now for a reason i dont know,
I've been feeling less inlove with my boyfriend and slightly bored.
As if the spark between us has died.
Yeah I'll never stop caring but after a long talk with my best mate.
I decided I cant, so I tried ending it. Wel I did.
But the goddamn fool goes and slices his arm open and i force him to show his mother.
And notes he may have to go hospital so we took him well i didnt want to go.
Was so angry, what was it? Try and trap me into the relationship? Nice way to show you care.
Specially when i say cut and its over..
Well he begged for one more chance.
I'm giving until this wednesday for us to sort stuff out.
My feelings to change. And I do hope that they will.
Today I got my GCSE results.
I got an A in German, I've gotten 6 Cs and a couple Ds.
But I'm proud and I'm gonna be at 6th form.
Anyways I went in town underwear shopping with Paul.
Even though we've been out for 15 months. I feel like itsjust a couple days.
Scared of him. And waiting for love to happen and see how long we last.
I've spent the whole day with him, first in town then at home cuddling up to him.
It wasnt much but it made a slight difference to what it was the last couple of days..
Hopefully it'll get even better?
Paul, I know you read these, I'm not covering up for you.
Right, so for awhile now for a reason i dont know,
I've been feeling less inlove with my boyfriend and slightly bored.
As if the spark between us has died.
Yeah I'll never stop caring but after a long talk with my best mate.
I decided I cant, so I tried ending it. Wel I did.
But the goddamn fool goes and slices his arm open and i force him to show his mother.
And notes he may have to go hospital so we took him well i didnt want to go.
Was so angry, what was it? Try and trap me into the relationship? Nice way to show you care.
Specially when i say cut and its over..
Well he begged for one more chance.
I'm giving until this wednesday for us to sort stuff out.
My feelings to change. And I do hope that they will.
Today I got my GCSE results.
I got an A in German, I've gotten 6 Cs and a couple Ds.
But I'm proud and I'm gonna be at 6th form.
Anyways I went in town underwear shopping with Paul.
Even though we've been out for 15 months. I feel like itsjust a couple days.
Scared of him. And waiting for love to happen and see how long we last.
I've spent the whole day with him, first in town then at home cuddling up to him.
It wasnt much but it made a slight difference to what it was the last couple of days..
Hopefully it'll get even better?
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