Wow,I'm so pissed right now. My best friend got arrest and was bailed out. Why? For buying drugs. Yes I know that weed isn't really considered a drug to some people, but to me it is. In my eyes its no different from every other drug, it makes your brain act in ways it shouldn't naturally, and if you ask me, thats bad either way. I'm not that mad because he got arrest. One reason is that he told my friends not to tell me, he had them keep it a secret from me. Why? Because I'm the good guy. I've always have been and always will be. And the good guy always get shafted. No one can tell me anything because they know that i will be upset, and you know what, i have all the right to be. Hes my best friend, and he has a hard life, but I've been there through every step of the way. I try to help him, i give him all the help he needs, and I don't expect anything back, and I don't want anything back. Why should I, I'm here to help him, I don't need anything in return. I just want to help, but look, I've done nothing, i do all i can and he is still on a bad path. How does that make me feel? I feel like i failed in some way, but i shouldn't. He made the bad decisions and I'm just here to help. I cant make the decisions for him, he has to do that himself. I just feel like i failed, but I know I shouldn't. Whats a man to do? You give all you can, lead them in the right direction, show them the way, show them the right decisions, and they still make the wrong one. I'm just trying to be the good guy, thats all, and if he doesn't see the help I'm giving then its not my fault, theres nothing more I can do. I just hope this second chance he gets is better than the first, Because he wont get a third chance with me, even if he gets a third chance to make it right.
~Hance (Disappointed) talk2hand
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