Ripped my heart open to find something real.
Nothings there but gilt.
Why is this pain so real?
My eyes shut so tight.
So why must I feel?
Wishing I could die out, sick of crying out,
Just want a timeout from this hell I’m living in.
Why can’t I be happy anymore?
I just don’t know where I stay anymore.
Don’t know how to deal any longer.
Hating mother and father.
Little brother getting taller.
And he’s getting the best of me.
Yelling screaming fighting biting.
My heart hanging on a wiar.
And now I'm named the liar.
Nothings there but gilt.
Why is this pain so real?
My eyes shut so tight.
So why must I feel?
Wishing I could die out, sick of crying out,
Just want a timeout from this hell I’m living in.
Why can’t I be happy anymore?
I just don’t know where I stay anymore.
Don’t know how to deal any longer.
Hating mother and father.
Little brother getting taller.
And he’s getting the best of me.
Yelling screaming fighting biting.
My heart hanging on a wiar.
And now I'm named the liar.
