3:42 PM Ok- so last night I realized I forgot to pick up my meds. And I was out. So today I don't have my meds. Ok, well, my meds are Mirtazapine. You can find more info about this drug, like I'm doing right now, here (no wonder i'm becoming slightly plumper and having trouble keepin my weight down- RRRR. But interestingly enough, that's also where I'm getting this weird, though often times cool, dreams)
I am- very- agitated right now. Not havin a good day. For starters, my POS headpiece won't freakin CHARGE! So now I'm non-hands-free AGAIN! Last night I put it in. I know it was F'ing charging cuz the light was red on it and it only DOES that when I have the POS plugged in.
I finally got rid of this POS computer monitor that was in my room. Ah the damn thing's screen turned blueish hue- so I couldn do any Photoshopping on it with my Mac. The old thing finally was on its last legs. However, when pulling the damn thing out- I scratched my car door! I also found out I had previously scratched my door- a few scratches- PISSED-ME-OFF! I like keeping things in perfect condition (aside from my room- but wtf do you care? Shutup- get out of my face! mad My room- My mess- MY PROBLEM rrrrr), so seeing my car getting dinged up by a crappy but EXTREMELY damn heavy monitor (F'ing CRT monitors) really didn help my day.
So I ordered my pills to be ready yesterday- guess what- didn pick em up. If you're reading to here though you'd know that already. Funny thing... I got there this mornin- they didn even have me on file. They didn have my pills ready- askin me if I had picked em up and when I had ordered. OMFG talk about agitating. Hadta wait for them to find my order and then they filled up my bottle and I was off- why the FRICK didn they have this all ready? UGH!
Oh and yknow-- if you own a car or, well, drive- you know that people are ASSHATS. So many of them SHOULDN'T have a driver's license- but they do somehow and there is never, NEVER a cop around when you need one. I deal with the traffic everyday, but without my meds todays jerkwads really got to me. Yknow the ones who speed up despite you going 75 - 80 MPH cuz you're STILL not going fast enough and they try and get infront of you? I really do my best to screw with these people- I speed up when they do and make SURE they either can't jus jerk right infront of me- or they gotta get back behind me again. or even BETTER; they get pushed FURTHER back- MWAHAHAHA! F YOU- Obey the rules and slow the hell down before you kill someone with your attitude and mental retardation! You're a nobody- you aint a speed demon- you aint some hot thing- you're jus normal guy/gal(usually a guy) number lord only knows how many, on the road, and you're gonna wait to get wherever the heck you wanna go like a DECENT HUMAN BEING.
Is it an wonder why I hate human society? Man, everyday I'm reminded how further and further humanity is going down the bowels until eventually they're right there next to the shi-; eventually a new generation will be nothing but careless, rude, no good moral, self-centered, indecent, and retarded people. That's when we know humanity has completely failed.
Where did we go wrong? And why? Why have humans become so selfish? UGH!~
Anyways- without my meds, I'm easily agitated today- don't take it as a sign that I hate you or I've got it out for you or somethin. I beg your pardon if I do explode on one or several of you- as I'm not myself today. So lets all get along and be one be f'ing happy family, k? K- Kool- Alright- BYE!
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