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sometimes i think that maybe god has it out for me, maybe im just not a good person ya know. well for some reason i have been put threw alot of pain. i would say i dont cre but thats not true ither, my boy friend seems to acting weared and he and i had a conversation...i thought i had felt all sorts of pain but this one was knew but this pain if like, he has his hand around my heart ready to rip it out, the pians still there but he desideing weather to or not to...