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Someone I like to call my friend did this in their journal so I thought I would do it too. A timeline of bad events in my life,

Age 0: worst day of my life, my birth.

Age 1: Nothing notable, nothing I can remember.

Age 2: Father is arrested on illegal weapon and drug charges which are aquitted due to lack of evidence.

Age 3: Father attempts to kill me and my mother. Is arrested on drug charges again and convicted.

Age 4: Nothing memorable.

Age 5: I see Barney for the first time. Scariest thing I've ever seen.

Age 6: I go to school for the first time. My teacher yelled a lot and smelled of booze.

Age 7: I punch some kid in the mouth and am sent to juvenile court.

Age 8: My relatives give my clothes for my birthday. Doesn't seem that bad now but it was when I was young and wanted toys.

Age 9: Am beaten by a kid at school. Recived 10 days suspension for being a part of the fight.

Age 10: Lost my favorite uncle to a heart attack. Became emotionall numb since it was my first experience with death.

Age 11: Stabbed by a drunken teenager in my neighborhood, only got me in the arm, still hurt tho.

Age 12: Pushed out of treehouse, landed in bush. Recieved broken arm.

Age 13: Had to live in a homeless shelter for a while, being forced to go to church regularly. Turned me atheist.

Age 14: Can't recall anything bad that year.

Age 15: No one came to my birthday party or even sent a card.

Age 16(now): Out of my 4 friends, 2 go off to college and 1 leaves to go to a private school.

Currently I'm very lonely. Lying awake at night wondering if anyone cares for me. I go to school where I'm mostly surrounded by idiots, the only intelligent conversation can find is with my teachers which is why I started on Gaia.

Plans for future: Finish HS and get a degree in Tool and Die. Get a job as a machinist until I can no longer work and put a bullet through my head before I become a burden on anyone. Will have all my posessions and availible documentation of my existance burned with me and scattered into the wind by my close friend.