I think I'm on the border of entering a stage of depression. Last night I was thinking about stuff and all of a sudden I found myself crying and thinking that everything bad in the world was my fault; because I'm so imperfect. I thought a whole bunch of other bad stuff about myself for some reason (I couldn't help it, it just hapened). I don't think I'll ever be truely happy again. All this, yesterday, started all because of this stupid black mark on my nack (damn thing). I also keptthinking that the world would be much happier without me baecauseof how many people are always mad at me. So I was also thinking that I should just die since I'm just a waste of flesh and blood. For any of you who read this, is there anything that you can say that could make me feel at least slightly better?
Le Prince Egoiste · Tue May 17, 2005 @ 03:23pm · 2 Comments |