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Ack! I've been gone from here for way, way, way too long. Sorry to anyone who cares out there, but here's part of the promised writings. They're called dream-writes, where you just let your thoughts come to you no matter what they are. Its kinda hard on me with the spelling and grammar errors, but you have to type/write as fast as you can and don't worry about mistakes. Here's the first installment of those, and I'll include the date.

8/27/04: Listening to peeps sing under breath, thinking this is fun, watching the watch hand, Jonathan pops into my head, can't stop thinking bout Sean, friend died last week, want to comfort him, want to run away

8/31/04: 5:01-5:02- Lookin atscreen wonderin what the hell I'm doin, thinkinbg of the future, looked at colleges today, wondering how this works to my thoughts, haoping to find something oput bout me

8/31/04: 5:45- 5:46- The watch beeping at me, the world spinning, why do we live and die? What id death? Who are we to say who can live and die? What is life really sabout? These are weird questions, can't think right now, history of Russia crowding my head, casn't think straight or rationally

Again I ask you to please excuse the spelling and grammar errors, as they are supposed to be there.