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A Place of Confused Emotions
I pretty much just rant here. And I don't think. It's gotten me in crap a couple of times, and if I say something about you I'm sorry... But I like to be able to just talk/type without people sayin stupid things either way.
It breaks my heart
To live without you
I think about
What it must be like to know you
Every second of every minute of every day.
And all I can do
Is wonder if I will ever actually know
What it's like to hug you
What it's like to feel your lips pressed against mine.
To winder why I can't have you
But know the answer.
And it hurts
To think so much
And never know
What waking up in the mroning next to you
Or secretly exchanging glances with you is like.
Everytime you talk about her
I cry
Even though I know it doesn't matter
Because she knows what it's like to hug you
And I don't
And I never will.
And every time you tell me "I love you"
I can't help but wonder how much.
And I can't help but think about all those people who
Take it for granted that they have seen
The color of your eyes in the sunlight
And I cry
But yet I still manage to tell you I love you too
And not let you know that
Every time I talk to you
And not let you know
I am slowing flooding my room with tears.
Because all I truely want
Is to know what it's like to hug you.
And be that person
Who sees your eyes int he sunlight
For just one day.
And yet, you still don't know
That you break my heart every time I talk to you.


Razi Mysteria
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