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I know I'm depressed.

know I am not as happy as usual and I'm moe tired. Going on each day just seems like hell sometimes.

And sometimes I think of killing myself but I never actually would. I have friends that really care about me and dad and brother who are always there for me.

the only bad thing in my life really is my mpther who has such an unpleasant aura that it leaves me feeling irritated, annoyed, angry, depressed, sad and alone.

But someday I will get away from her and prove her wrong. I will be great and succesful. I will be a nice person and I will never ever insult or yell at my children.

I understand that kids are not perfect and that they are loud and constantly seek attention.

I refuse to turn out like her, hating the whole world and making everyone around miserable.

cry