I knwo I complain alot lately... so shoot me. For the past few months it feels like nothing is stable in my life. Work schedule is always odd. I can work 2- 36 hours a week... I widh they would just set a damn schedule. Schools over for now so ******** it. Jon had me on a string about moving out. Now I'm dealing with the same with kitten. I want something to be set in stone in my life. Just one god damn thing! is that too much to ask for? Even if its doing a craft at a certain time everyday. I'm tired of playing things by ear.... I'm tired of being worried about everyone and everything.... I'm just tired. I feel so alienated and wishing I had something better to do.
Who the hell says you need a job and to be in school and that will make you stable? It feels like since i started working all week with school on top of thatm that everything as crushed me under tremendous weight... I think i need a vacation sweatdrop
sorry for bitching, but its not like anyone reads this anyways
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I'm sorry. I'm so sorry..
I've been venting to you all my problems, and I never let you tell me what was going on with you... It sounds like you really need me and I'm being a bad lover... I should be better... I'll be better..
and it does sound like you need a vacation.. and you know that I would love to see you... I'm here for you.. and I love you..
I hope things go better for you soon.
and if you need me.. I'll be right here..