Lately I've noticed some changes in my...way of thinking I think you can best call it.
Here's what's been happening to me in the last week or two:
--Sometimes, when I look in the mirror, I see a woman, not the man I am at the moment. Usually only for a fraction of a second though.
--I put on nail polish just now (damn that's a pain the first time.) And it also makes me feel more female than male for a few seconds every now and then.
--I bought a gothic-ish bracelet (one with those studs on it) and I really like seeing it around my wrist.
--I've been thinking more and more about ways/places to dress female without exposing myself as a crossdresser/transgender immediately.
I'm a bit confused about all this as a month ago I wouldn't even dream about nail polish, or finding any way to dress as I want. Let alone actually seeing myself as a woman, even in the mirror.
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My gender problems. Starting at day 1.
I've already been wanting to make some kind of life journal some time now. But I was always too lazy to start one. Now that I'm starting with the tests to determine whether I'm transgender or not, however, I feel like typing things out every now and
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