Right so first on tuesday,
Dad and I had a huuuge arguement he is always having ago at me and hitting me.
I've had enough so I screamed at him, went up stairs & when I came down he had switched off the computer, gosh thats mature o.O
So then my mother has ago at me and I decided again fine.
You dont want me since hellloo you're always trying to get social services to take me.
I'll just leave myself. So I pack a couple underwears in my small bag and leave, dunno where i'm going,
Paul persuaded me to come to his house and stay, his family were lovely.
I really would trade..
I couldnt sleep during the nighht, it was horrible, and paul was down on the sofa =/
I felt really guilty and stuff.. I tried going home before mom woke up yesterday morning but they left the key turned in the door..
After ages of refusing to shower at pauls I finally had one..
**I dont like step through showers D;**
Then Paul, his mom and dad, && I all went to the forces careers place,
His mom staying in the car and his dad ended going.
While I sat and waited 2 hours for Paul to do his navy psychometric test..
And HE PASSED I'm so proud of him. <3 I know he'll do the rest fine..
We came home and then us four went Asda and morrisons,
I actually felt part of a family and welcome.
Me and Paul was chilling out in the bedroom before his dad did tea.
He did it for me, I felt bad but I just couldnt eat it. I didnt say I didnt want it..
I just have a phobia of food eating around people.. Upstairs was making myself ill just thinking about it..
Afterwards and after some TV me and Paul had fun =]]] we watched telly and cuddled some more before I came home,
I couldnt stay there anymore though I dont wanna be home.. && have nowhere else..
All last night I was throwing up stomach acid..
I'm talking to mom, and I didnt realise how much I miss Pheonix..
Dad and I had a huuuge arguement he is always having ago at me and hitting me.
I've had enough so I screamed at him, went up stairs & when I came down he had switched off the computer, gosh thats mature o.O
So then my mother has ago at me and I decided again fine.
You dont want me since hellloo you're always trying to get social services to take me.
I'll just leave myself. So I pack a couple underwears in my small bag and leave, dunno where i'm going,
Paul persuaded me to come to his house and stay, his family were lovely.
I really would trade..
I couldnt sleep during the nighht, it was horrible, and paul was down on the sofa =/
I felt really guilty and stuff.. I tried going home before mom woke up yesterday morning but they left the key turned in the door..
After ages of refusing to shower at pauls I finally had one..
**I dont like step through showers D;**
Then Paul, his mom and dad, && I all went to the forces careers place,
His mom staying in the car and his dad ended going.
While I sat and waited 2 hours for Paul to do his navy psychometric test..
And HE PASSED I'm so proud of him. <3 I know he'll do the rest fine..
We came home and then us four went Asda and morrisons,
I actually felt part of a family and welcome.
Me and Paul was chilling out in the bedroom before his dad did tea.
He did it for me, I felt bad but I just couldnt eat it. I didnt say I didnt want it..
I just have a phobia of food eating around people.. Upstairs was making myself ill just thinking about it..
Afterwards and after some TV me and Paul had fun =]]] we watched telly and cuddled some more before I came home,
I couldnt stay there anymore though I dont wanna be home.. && have nowhere else..
All last night I was throwing up stomach acid..
I'm talking to mom, and I didnt realise how much I miss Pheonix..
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