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Life in the organization
Pt 17

Kaxaks had many questions that she wan to ask, but she didn’t want to ruin the moment. So she waited for them to finish their long reunion. Shiroi was so happy. Kaxaks never saw him smile like that. Sakka smiled back. She was so happy to see Shiroi again!! It was a wondrous sight.

Kaxaks: Uh…I hate to ruin the reunion but we have to get out of here! She’s the last key to opening Kingdom hearts!!!
Shiroi: oh, right! Sakka. I’m just so glad that I get to see you.
Sakka: me too. Shiroi, I missed you. I was lost, alone and scared!
Shiroi: Sakka…don’t worry, I’ll never leave you again!
Sakka: Shiroi….
Kaxaks: Can we go now?!
Shiroi: oh, right. Let’s go!
Kaxaks: wait! We can’t leave yet.
Sakka: why not?
Kaxaks: We have to find Tsubasa!
Shiroi: yes but we can’t say here either!!!
Sakka: Wait, I think I know where the exit is!
Kaxaks: Are you sure?
Sakka: yes. I don’t know why but I feel like I know this place,
Kaxaks: my memories…I see.
Shiroi: Kaxaks?
Kaxaks: Sakka. You and Shiroi have to get out of here! I’ll go back and find Tsubasa.
Shiroi: wait, what about Yoru?
Kaxaks: Uh-I’ll find Yoru too. Just get out of here!
Sakka: Come on Shiroi, let’s go.
Shiroi: *nods* ok. We’ll wait outside.
Kaxaks: ok! Bye you guys. *runs off.*
Shiroi: Sakka…I’m so glad we’re together!
Sakka: ….So…am…I.
Shiroi: are you ok?
Sakka: Huh? Oh, of course I am! Let’s go! I know a shortcut!! *takes his hand*
Shiroi: ok! *follows*

Kaxaks was running around looking for Tsubasa. She was worried about him. After all, he’s left to fight the organization members. Kaxaks knew she had to help him!!! She searched and searched, no sign of Tsubasa. She’s getting worried.

Back with Sakka and Shiroi.

Sakka kept leading Shiroi to different passages and doors. Shiroi was too preoccupied with seeing Sakka again to notice where they were going. Suddenly they stopped. Shiroi looked around. They were in the corridor of hearts. Where all the girls were being kept. Suddenly Yoru popped out. Shiroi was glad! He found Yoru!! He rant to Yoru and hugged him.

Shiroi: Yoru!!! I'm so glad to see you!! Guess what!! I found her! I found Sakka!! This is the greatest day of my life!!

Yoru looked at Sakka. It acted a little different. It ran to her and jumped on top of her. Yoru started attacking her.

Sakka: AHHH! Shiroi!!! Help!!! eek
Shiroi: Yoru!!! What are you doing?! eek

Yoru kept scratching and biting Sakka! Shiroi struggled to get Yoru off of her. He shoved Yoru aside and came to help Sakka. When she got up she covered her left eye. Shiroi thought Yoru blinded her. He was worried. Yoru never acted like that to anyone! What’s gotten into Yoru? Sakka was crying. She was badly hurt. Shiroi looked at her. She wasn’t bleeding. After that attack she should of. Instead her cuts were purple and dark essence escaped from the cuts. He was surprised. He wanted to check her eye so he removed her hand from it. Her eye was different! It was like a piece of her face was ripped away. Half of her face was black and her left eye was pure yellow. Like a heartless’ face. He jumped back. Too shocked to even speak. This isn’t Sakka!!!

Shiroi: S-sakka!
Sakka: Shiroi- this isn’t what it looks like!
Shiroi: then what?!
Mysterious voice: enough now Sakka. You served you purpose!

Shiroi looked around. Just then a flock of black birds came in. Yoru ran out in front of Shiroi to protect him. The window in front of him opened. Out came Tsubame. He smiled evilly. He held out his hand. Motioning Sakka to come to him. She ran to him and embraced him. Shiroi was shocked. He felt sad, betrayed, guilty and a whole bunch of mixed emotions he couldn’t pinpoint.

Shiroi: S-sakka?
Tsubame: Hahaha!!! lol You are a fool. She fooled you! twisted
Shiroi: Wh-what? eek
Tsubame: This isn’t the girl you’re looking for! Look. *grabs her face* See. I disguised a heartless so she can lead you to me! Now I can deal with you personaly. Isn’t that right Sakka?
Sakka/ Heartless: yes…

Shiroi was shocked. All this time….it was a heartless! All this time, his feelings were expressed for nothing. His emotions overwhelmed him. He started to cry. Tsubame smiled. He knew how much damage he cause in his heart.

Tsubame: So what if she isn’t Sakka. She still acts like her. Even though she can never love you can cherish her.
Shiroi: Y-you b*****d!!!!! *he yells* scream

Shiroi was filled with anger. He got up and charged at Tsubame, knowing the risks he still went for it. Tsubame held out his hand. Tsubame blasted a stunning spell and Shiroi was about to reactive the full impact! Suddenly Yoru came up and ran right in front of the blow!!! Time slowed down for a bit, Tsubame watched in confusion and Shiroi was shocked. He watched Yoru fall to the ground. Shiroi was scared. He didn’t want to loose Yoru too!!! He ran to it and held it. Tsubame watched in anger.

Tsubame: How can it be?! This heartless saved that pathetic boy instead of listening to me!!!
Shiroi: Stop comparing Yoru to the heartless. Yoru’s special. And you should never treat Yoru like any ordinary heartless! And Never Ever hurt it! Got it!! mad
Tsubame: Don’t worry, your heartless will live…for now. Sakka, please help Shiroi fell more at home. I’ll get the heartless.

Sakka/ Heartless nodded. She ran to him and kissed him on the lips. Shiroi suddenly felt tired. His vision blurred and later he passed out. Tsubame grabbed Yoru and walked off. Sakka/Heartless followed Tsubame, dragging Shiroi with her

Tsubame: Good girl Sakka…
Sakka/ Heartless: thank you master.

Back with Kaxaks.

Kaxaks was running around looking for Tsubasa. She couldn’t find him. She was worried that Tsubasa didn’t win the fight. She ran and ran, searching though every room. She stopped when she reached the hall of melodies. She couldn’t help but enter. She looked at the old organization member’s graves. She saw Saix’s grave. It had a red rose. She picked it up and looked at it closely. No one visited the hall of melodies in a while. Then she remembered the brown haired girl. She left a rose for Saix. Kaxaks sighed. She sat near her former member’s grave and laid back. She looked up into the ceiling. She remembered the days she was with the organization. All the times they laughed, fought and other things as well. She remembered all the adventures she had with her best friend Ximik. From eating pocky to practical jokes, they were really close friends. But when Sora came things changed. Kaxaks was the only survivor of the old organization. She though that Ximik was gone because she never saw her. Until last month. At least, she though it was Ximik, but she wasn’t sure. She sighed and sooner or later she fell asleep.

Dream

Kaxaks and Ximik were eating pocky on top of the organization tower. Kaxaks had honey flavored pocky while Ximik had strawberry flavor.

Kaxaks: Hey Ximik?
Ximik: yah?
Kaxaks: do you think I’m different?
Ximik: what do you mean?
Kaxaks: well…unlike you or the others, I can’t remember my past.
Ximik: really? Saix told me that every organization member knows about their past.
Kaxaks: well I don’t.
Ximik: what about the tests?
Kaxaks: Vexen said that they were all negative. I’m gonna have to do more tests.
Ximik: Dang. You’re the only test subject that even had Vexen baffled.
Kaxaks: yah. I wonder…what ever happened to Roxas?
Ximik: I don’t know. Xemnas doesn’t want to talk about it.
Kaxaks: Ximik…do you ever thing that we will ever be whole?
Ximik: I don’t know really.
Kaxaks: oh what I would’ve give for a heart. I want to be whole again…I’ve always wondered what it would be like to have a heart.
Ximik: yah…Hey Kaxaks…
Kaxaks: yah?
Ximik: you think we’ll always be friends?
Kaxaks: of course! Why do you ask that?
Ximik: I don’ t know. Hey look! Marluxia in a thong!! *points somewhere*
Kaxaks: what?! *looks at the direction Ximik pointed. *
Ximik steals some pocky from her box and shoves it into her mouth before Kaxaks noticed.
Kaxaks: I don’t see Marluxia.
Ximik: oops, must of imagined it.
Kaxaks: hmm…my pocky box feels lighter for some reason.
Ximik: uhh…you ate it. Of course it’s gonna be lighter!
Kaxaks: hmm…oh well.
Ximik: yah.
Kaxaks: hey Ximik…I was thinking…maybe I don’t have my memories because of a reason. Like I’m a special key or something.
Ximik: yah…you’re weird.
Kaxaks: well it could be.
Ximik: yah-right.
Kaxaks: you know. I like times like this. Two best friends eating pocky watching the moon rise…
Ximik: yah.
Kaxaks: I wish days like this never end….Ximik..
Ximik: o…k? This is getting kind of weird.
Kaxaks: haha…yah. Hey Ximik, will you always be there for me?
Ximik:…of course! And you?
Kaxaks:…definitely!

End of dream

Kaxaks wakes up. She found herself inside of the corridor of hearts. She was surprised! She was at the hall of melodies! How’d she get here? Her questions were answered when Tsubame showed up. Kaxaks was about ready to fight until Tsubame held his hand to halt.

Tsubame: I’m not here to fight. But if you wish then you don’t mind if those two get hurt. *points to two containers that held Tsubasa and Shiroi*

Both Tsubasa and Shiroi were conscious in the capsulels. They had little black wires hooked up to them. Their hands and feet were handcuffed so they couldn’t escape or get rid of the wires. Suddenly Daxchi came out. He had the same dial he used with Chii in his hand. Kaxaks was angry.

Daxchi: hello Kaxaks…
Kaxaks: I can’t believe I use to work for you!! Let them go!! mad scream
Daxchi: can’t do that. We need you to help us.
Tsubame: and if you refuse…do you see those lack wires? They are hooked up to a lvl 60 voltage. And since they’re only humans, one shock and they’ll die.
Kaxaks: y-you bastards!! scream You would even kill your own brother!!
Tsubame: I don’t care what happens to my brother, as long as I control darkness itself nothing would stop me!
Kaxaks: wait…don’t you already have Sakka
Tsubame: saddly no. She was a heartless transformed to look like her to lure you in. Isn’t that right Sakka?
Sakka/Heartless: yes master
Kaxaks: you guys are bastards! Messing with people’s hearts like-
Daxchi: like how you used to treat them when you were in missions? like that ninja or that persocon...
Kaxaks:…...
Tsubame: anyway, with your help I can finally get the key back and become lord of the darkness!
Kaxaks: but wasn’t Xemnas a lord of darkness?
Tsubame: yes but his heart was weak against the darkness. Instead of controlling darkness itself, he got swallowed by it!
Kaxaks: Of course! And that will happen to you to if you don’t stop this!! Tsubasa told me you weren’t always like this. Tsubame! Stop this now before it’s too late!
Tsubame: Silence!! Kaxaks…give your half back to that girl!!
Kaxaks: I don’t know how!
Daxchi: Ok, if you won’t tell us, I guess this will be the last time those boys will see you-
Kaxaks: wait!
Tsubasa: No! don’t do it!! Don’t tell them!
Kaxaks: but if I don’t-
Tsubasa: don’t worry about us! We’ll be fine!!
Shiroi: what?! eek Have you gone off the deep end? I don’t wanna die!! gonk
Kaxaks:…I’m sorry. Ok Tsubame. You win. I’ll do it as long as you let them go!
Tsubame: a deal’s a deal.
Daxchi: ok. So how do we bind you and your heartless form together?
Kaxaks: well…there was one time when-
Tsubasa: Kaxaks!!! No! mad
Kaxaks: ….The was this one time when I felt whole! I was reading a book to Yoru, then at the end both Me and Yoru were glowing. And somehow I felt whole. I could feel. It was wonderful!! smile
Tsubasa: Kaxaks! Stop! scream
Daxchi: what book were you reading?
Kaxaks: it’s called my light, my lover.
Tsubame: well then Daxchi…get her that book!
Daxchi: humph. Why don’t you go and get it?
Tsubame: are you questioning me? *gave him a death glare.*
Daxchi:…of course not. I’ll go and get it. *teleports*
Kaxaks: Tsubasa….I’m sorry.
Tsubasa looked away.
Kaxaks:….
*Daxchi teleports back in.*
Tsubame: you have the book?
Daxchi: yes but it’s volume 5.
Tsubame: it will have to do. Now, read it. *hands the book over to Kaxaks*
Kaxaks: but I was reading it to Yoru when this happened.
Tsubame: no problem. *snaps fingers*

Suddenly two heartless came dragging the half paralyzed Yoru to her. Yoru was able to move a little bit but it was still paralyzed. Yoru was indeed different from other heartless. It was able to learn from the things around it. Somehow Yoru knew that it couldn’t runaway, so it crawled to Kaxaks for comfort. Kaxaks opened the book. Like she had a choice. She turned to the first page. The picture had the two little girls. Kaxaks began to narrate…

We kept walking, searching…
Searching for the thing we lost.
I kept thinking what my friend said
She exist in me….
So does that mean….?

Suddenly another voice narrates. Kaxaks narrate the 2nd girl’s words while the voice narrates the first girl’s voice.

1st girl
Are you my….
Other?

2nd girl
Yes…we are one
Two parts of one half.

1st girl
So if I find what I am looking for…

2nd girl
Then I’m forced to give back what I took from you

1st girl
So you live…
By the thing you took from me.
And if I find that thing you disappear..

2nd girl
Yes….
But I won’t disappear completely…
I’ll still live on in you….

1st girl
In me….
We are two souls
But we have one heart.

2nd girl
One heart
Two souls…
You’re my friend…
I’ll be there for you, even when I’m not here

1st girl
Hey…I see something..

2nd girl
It’s light!!!

1st girl
I found it! I found my light!!!

Suddenly the 2nd girl becomes transparent

1st girl
I-I remember!
My memories are returning!!
Look, look!
I found it! I-

The 2nd girl becomes even more transparent

1st girl
No…

2nd girl
Remember…when you find the thing you lost…
I have to return the thing I took from you
And I go away

1st girl
No! don’t leave!!!

2nd girl
*smiles*
Don’t worry!
I exist in you.
I am apart of you.
No go on.
You’ve been searching for so long…
Go to the light.
Besides…

1st girl
….

2nd girl
If you find what you’re looking for…
I can find what I am looking for..

1st girl
What were you looking for?

2nd girl
I wanted to be whole…
And I finally will..
Now go

1st girl
…..
Ok!

The 2nd girl takes the 1st girl’s hand. They both smiled for the last time. The 2nd girl disappeared. She became little twinkles of light. The light surrounded the first girl. The girl glowed. She opened her eyes. Someone was waiting for her a the end of the light…it was a boy. He was wearing a white suit. The girl smiled.

1st girl
I finally found my light!
All this time I was searching
My light was with me all this time
He was my light
My love!!