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i don't wanna say a thing
to break ur heart
i don't wanna tell u that
i've luved him from the start.
i don't wanna pretend i
don't luv him cuz i do.
i wanna pretend i'm
happy 'cuz i luv him
more than u.
i don't wanna stare
cuz i don't wanna get caught
but who cares cuz it's not like
we never fought.
i don't wanna hurt inside
when i really am
i don't wanna hide my
tears even though i
really can.
i don' t wanna keep away
from him cuz i hav to
i don't wanna say that i
don't luv you.
i don't wanna lose what we
have to sum silly guy,
i don't wanna run home
to my mom and cry.
i don't wanna stay awake
each nite jus cuz he's not mine
i don't wanna try to save each
moment with him telling myself
that i could stop time.
i don't wanna smile when u say
that u love him more than life
i don't wanna hear u say that
u wish to be his wife.
i don't wanna see u write his name
over and over again,
i don't wanna let u read
this jus cuz ur my friend.
i don't wanna tell u this
cuz i don't wanna
see u get hurt
i don't like to see u get
treated like dirt.
i don't wanna lie to you and
say that ur dream will one
day c** true
i don't wanna say that he'll
come running saying i luv u.
i don't wanna dream
and wake up wishing i
was back asleep
cuz the things in my dream
are the things that i wish to
keep.
i dont' wanna look at him
and wish to hold his hand
i don't wanna say that i don't
wish that he was my one and
only man.
i don't wanna feel such pain
when i see the look on ur face
when u look at him
i don't wanna fight for him
cuz u know that ur gonna
win.
i don't wanna be happy
when he looks ur way
i don't wanna lie to myself
and say that it's okay.
i don't wanna think that u luv
him cuz it hurts too much
inside
i don't wanna keep these
feelings and all these
secrets that i hav to hide.
i dont' wanna say i'm
happy u like him cuz i'm
not
i don't wanna see u chase the
dreams that i once sought.
i dont' wanna say that ur
lucky cuz u hav him on ur own
i don't want the feelings that i
hav never shown.
i don't wanna keep all
these things away from u
cuz ur my best friend,
i'll still be with u
until the very end.
i don't wanna keep
saying things that i dont'
wanna do
but this is to let u know
that i dont' wanna hurt
u.