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May 5, 2005
Today was like usual, nothing too interesting, until just now. x.x I am so freaking nervous now. Ivy gets kicked offline a lot, and a little while ago, she got kicked off, and while she was out of the room, Jon says, right in front of Ralph, "Vicki ask Ralph out". I thought I was going to die. Either Jon is trying to severly embarrass me or he's trying to somehow help me out. Either way there's no way I can do that. I just kept quiet, and he tried to get me to talk but I wouldn't for a long time. I have no idea what Ralph was thinking about all this as he didn't say anything either until finally he started playing with the chat dice and so did Jon. Well Ivy got back on, but I was scared to invite her back, that Jon might say something, so I didn't, and she got kicked again. She got back on again and I figured I'd better invite her back, as it wouldn't be nice not to. So she comes back, and Jon is all, "Ivy guess what" and I IM him saying no so he doesn't say anything about it and says something else, well then I invite Kaz. I'd made the chat today and Kaz took his time getting online anyway, and I didn't invite him right away because I just didn't feel like talking to him or having him in the chat the whole time, but I decided I'd waited enough and let him in. He's not even said anything yet. Well then Jon goes, "Ivy guess what else" and then, "Someone has a crush on Ralph!" To which Ivy makes silly guesses, "Rico" and "Nicky". Then Jon says "It's me" making it into a joke, thank goodness. He IMed me and told me he wouldn't tell her. But he thinks that I hide my feelings too much. But I just can't ask Ralph out. If I wasn't already with Josh, and if Ivy didn't also have a crush on him, I might risk it, but with these circumstances I can't. Well now Kaz is talking about video games. Typical. x_x; Ivy may not know, but there's no way in hell Ralph doesn't know that I like him now. And since he made no comment about it, I don't know how he feels about it. Probably wierd. Jon just played a trick on Kaz, he put a link in the chat to a nasty picture saying it was something else, and we're pretty sure Kaz went to it and saw it. XD He's being real quiet about it, and not answering if he saw it, so we think he did.
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